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Satmar Rebbe's great-grandson becomes IDF officer

The great-grandson of world's largest hassidic sect's leader graduated IDF Officer School on Wednesday and will become a platoon commander in the Golani Brigade.

Chaim Meisels, the great-grandson of one of two Satmar Rebbes who lay claim to the hasidic dynasty, was drafted into the IDF in 2014 after moving to Israel from the United States. On Wednesday, he graduated the IDF's Officer School and became a platoon commander in the Golani Brigade.

In a Facebook post that has since gone viral in Israel, Meisels wrote about the long journey that took him from the insular Satmar community of his youth to the IDF.

"I grew up as an ultra-Orthodox child in Brooklyn, United States," he began. "I had the feeling that something was missing, but I didn't know what. My first visit to Israel was at the age of 11. I discovered the State of Israel, a Jewish state. I did not yet know how it would affect, but I felt I had come home."

"When we returned to Brooklyn a few days later, I felt like another person," Meisels continued. "Suddenly there was something I connect to, the State of Israel. Because I am the grandson of the Satmar Rebbe, and the community in which I grew up does not support the State, I had no one to talk about it with."

"I came to Israel again at the age of 15, this time to study in a yeshiva in Bnei Brak. The only language I spoke at the time was Yiddish, and I could not communicate with the outside world as I wanted. When I returned to the United States a year later, I bought a phone with Internet (we were not allowed in a yeshiva), decided to learn English, learn about Israel and a little about the world."

Meisels added that "at the age of 17, I realized that I wanted to leave the haredi world, but most of the people I knew who had left did not succeed. The social gap and the language made it difficult for them to cope with a different kind of life. I decided to turn to the Rebbe, to tell him that for years I was no longer Shabbat-observant."

"His answer was that I got where I was because I was not married yet, that once I had a wife of my own, I would not want to leave anymore because the girl would no longer be happy. He explained that when I was married I could do more and help outside the yeshiva, I would be a freer person."

"Two weeks later, I am meeting with the girl's parents, who asked me questions in Talmud. I passed the test. A meeting with the girl, our parents in the next room. I agreed to marry her after speaking to her for 50 minutes.We got engaged that night," Meisels recalled.

"A few months later the wedding came. Right after the wedding, I realized that I was not really with her. I would think about the State of Israel while she would think about what the Rebbe said," Meisel continued.

"Six weeks later, I arrive home and my wife tells me that she is pregnant. I was happy, I was very excited, until slowly I began to think about what I had done. How I was going to raise an ultra-Orthodox child in a world I disagree with?"

"I knew it was too late, that in another second a girl would come to the world, that in another second I would be a father."

"I could not stay any longer," Meisels continued. "I thought about it a lot, I tried to talk to outsiders, both friends who left and those who remained. In the end, I left. I parted from my wife and the community and most of my family left me."

"I found a good job. I started life from scratch and like a little child I learned how to get dressed ( in clothes that are not black and white), and how to talk to people."

"A few months before 2014's Operation Protective Edge, almost a year after I left the community where I grew up, I decided that I wanted to enlist in the IDF. I registered to immigrate to Israel, but after two meetings they told me that because I was 19, divorced plus one, I was not suitable for the army," wrote Meisels.

"Everyone told me that I would not succeed in the army. They said that I had no chance," Meisels added.

I bought a plane ticket and arrived alone in Israel. At first, a friend connected me to the 'Chayal El Chayal lone soldier support organization, and to the Michael Levine Lone Soldier Center, who helped me out tremendously."

"In August 2014, I joined a Hebrew course at the IDF's Alon base. After 3 months of basic training and the Hebrew course, I reached the Golani Brigade. I was drafted into the Egoz (special forces) unit. I did not tell anyone my story."

"At the beginning of the course, I was not among the top two members of my unit and they did not let me go to squad commanders course. After consulting with Rabbi Hosea Friedman, who is the Rebbe of Pashkan and the IDF's commander of the reserves, I chose to leave Egoz and transfer to the Golani Brigade so I can become a commander."

"I went to commanders school and after being on extensive sick leave, I became a squad commander in Golani's 13th Battalion. I was deployed for a few months and went to IDF Officer School, where I learned for eight months how to be a professional officer."

"Rivka, my daughter, is already four years old," Meisels revealed. "Her family does not agree that we will be in touch because I am not ultra-Orthodox. I hope that one day when she grows up, I will be able to renew the relationship with her and explain to her why I had to leave her and immigrate to Israel. To explain to her that I chose a different way from what she knows."

"I love my family, who simply do not understand or accept how I view the world. I chose the way in Judaism that is different from them - a Judaism in which to establish and defend the Jewish State is just as important as learning Torah," Meisels continued.

"Today I finish IDF Officer School. Next week, I will be the platoon commander, and I will invest everything I have in my soldiers.

"The reason I tell you this is because you will learn that if there is a will there is a way. No matter what you say or who tells you - if you really want to be successful and willing to invest, you will eventually succeed," concluded Meisels.

"We have the best army in the world, and it does not matter where you come from and what you've done until now if you give your 100 percent, you'll find the way."

http://www.israelnationalnews.com/News/News.aspx/237242

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